Right now I’m walking in a road that I haven’t taken it before. The road that I don’t know how long I’ll be walking, how much time I’ll be spending and how much energy I have wasted if in the end I would only ended in a worthless outcome but at least I’ve tried to cross it. The road that I have no assurance of what’s waiting for me in the finishing line. The road that is so mysterious and that your winding journey has no sign of happy ending. The road that is so unethical and you might get lost and would never find a way back and might lead you to the undream paths. Anyway whatever it takes I hope, I’ll be in the right place after I have crossed this winding and bleak road.